This is NOT a riddle puzzle

Riddle me this:

I am not a riddle.
Although I may look like one, I am not.
I am hearing you call me a riddle, so…
Since riddles can’t hear, I mustn’t be one!
I assure you, I am not a riddle.

 

Can you believe that I’m not a riddle?
And can you believe that I’m telling the truth?
Now, I am more unusual than a riddle.
The truth here is that I am literally ‘I’, just me…
Oh, nevermind. I can’t organise my thoughts, I’m not particularly interested in this riddle – I mean not a riddle!

Really, it’s not a riddle. But I’m going to ask it anyway:

What am I? I won’t always be this, so perhaps a better question is:
What am I right now?

(EDIT for clarification: the answer will use information from EVERY line in the riddle)