A word for feeling simultaneously anxious & calm

I’m searching for a word that means feeling both scared and relaxed at the same time. The reason why is because I’m looking for music that evokes particular emotions I can’t describe.

Here are some examples:

C418 – Chirp (SLOWED) – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOrsad_cXOQ

Nichijou OST – Helvetica Standard Sono 3 – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YBTCkJrerM

Small Shock (SLOWED) – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqWixE_2_CE

Tonight You Belong To Me (SLOWED) – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl1FBIIb03s&list=PL7l59LvQNSCrShhnDn5OQ83onhID5wWZl&index=6

Instupendo – Six Forty Seven – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHlcmmkiwbU&list=PL7l59LvQNSCrShhnDn5OQ83onhID5wWZl&index=3

All of these songs evoke the same emotions that are too tricky for me to pin point. But I do know they are all relaxing yet unnerving in their own unique way.